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Menopause and the Vindication of Natural Life
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Darcey Steinke
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Darcey Steinke
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“Many days I believe menopause is the new (if long overdue) frontier for the most compelling and necessary philosophy; Darcey Steinke is already there, blazing the way. This elegant, wise, fascinating, deeply moving book is an instant classic. I’m about to buy it for everyone I know.” (Maggie Nelson, author of The Argonauts)
This program is read by the author.
A brave, brilliant, and unprecedented examination of menopause.
Menopause hit Darcey Steinke hard. First came hot flashes. Then insomnia. Then depression. As she struggled to understand what was happening to her, she slammed up against a culture of silence and sexism. Some books promoted hormone replacement therapy. Others encouraged accepting the coming crone. Beyond that, there was little that offered a path to understanding menopause in a complex, spiritual, and intellectually engaged way. She felt lost until she encountered a scientific fact that had escaped her through the early stages of dealing with this life change: The only two creatures on earth that go through menopause, she discovered, are human women and female killer whales.
Her fascination with this fact became the starting point for Flash Count Diary, a powerful exploration into aspects of menopause that have rarely been written about, including the changing gender landscape that reduced levels of hormones brings, the actualities of transforming desires, and the realities of prejudice against older women. Steinke learned that in the 17th-century women who had hot flashes in front of others could be accused of being witches, that the model of Marcel Duchamp's famous Étant donnés was a post-reproductive woman, and that seeing whales in the wild can lead to orcagasms.
Flash Count Diary takes listeners from Brooklyn to the red light district in Amsterdam, and finally to a watery encounter with a wild killer-whale matriarch in Washington State’s Salish Sea. Flash Count Diary will change the way you think about menopause. It’s a deeply feminist audiobook, honest about the intimations of mortality that menopause signals but also an argument for the ascendency, beauty, and power of the post-reproductive years in women’s lives.
©2019 Darcey Steinke (P)2019 Macmillan AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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The shark attacked while she was snorkeling, tearing through Micki Glenn’s breast and shredding her right arm. Her husband, a surgeon, saved her life on the spot, but when she was safely home she couldn’t just go on with her life. She had entered an even more profound survival journey: the aftermath. The survival experience changes everything because it invalidates all your previous adaptations, and the old rules don’t apply. In some cases survivors suffer more in the aftermath than they did during the actual crisis. In all cases, they have to work hard to reinvent themselves.
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Well written, compelling and honest to the end
- By Mark on 07-21-14
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Tomboyland
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- By: Melissa Faliveno, Joey Soloway - introduction
- Narrated by: Melissa Faliveno
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
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Flyover country, the middle of nowhere, the space between the coasts. The American Midwest is a place beyond definition, whose very boundaries are a question. It's a place of rolling prairies and towering pines, where guns in bars and trucks on blocks are as much a part of the landscape as rivers and lakes and farms. Where girls are girls and boys are boys, where women are mothers and wives, where one is taught to work hard and live between the lines.
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Embrace the Quirk
- By Lorraine S. on 07-26-22
By: Melissa Faliveno, and others
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The Natural Mother of the Child
- A Memoir of Nonbinary Parenthood
- By: Krys Malcolm Belc
- Narrated by: Krys Malcolm Belc
- Length: 4 hrs and 22 mins
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Krys Malcolm Belc has thought a lot about the interplay between parenthood and gender. As a nonbinary, transmasculine parent, giving birth to his son Samson clarified his gender identity. And yet, when his partner Anna adopted Samson, the legal documents listed Belc as "the natural mother of the child." The Natural Mother of the Child journeys both toward and through common perceptions of what it means to have a body and how that body can influence the perception of a family.
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Excellent
- By Kathryn Bradley on 03-04-23
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The Years
- By: Annie Ernaux
- Narrated by: Anna Bentinck
- Length: 8 hrs and 11 mins
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The Years is a personal narrative of the period of 1941 to 2006 told through the lens of memory, impressions past and present - even projections into the future - photos, books, songs, radio, television, and decades of advertising and headlines, contrasted with intimate conflicts and written notes from six decades of diaries. Local dialect, words of the time, slogans, brands, and names for ever-proliferating objects are given a voice here. The voice we recognize as the author's continually dissolves and re-emerges.
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Mixed Feelings
- By Elin VanD on 05-10-20
By: Annie Ernaux
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Smile
- The Story of a Face
- By: Sarah Ruhl
- Narrated by: Sarah Ruhl
- Length: 6 hrs and 28 mins
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With a play opening on Broadway, and every reason to smile, Sarah Ruhl has just survived a high-risk pregnancy when she discovers the left side of her face is completely paralyzed. She is assured that 90 percent of Bell’s palsy patients experience a full recovery—like Ruhl’s own mother. But Sarah is in the unlucky ten percent. And for a woman, wife, mother, and artist working in theater, the paralysis and the disconnect between the interior and exterior brings significant and specific challenges.
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Synkinesis: I am there
- By Elizabeth Principi on 11-04-21
By: Sarah Ruhl
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Abandon Me
- Memoirs
- By: Melissa Febos
- Narrated by: Melissa Febos
- Length: 7 hrs and 28 mins
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In her critically acclaimed memoir, Whip Smart, Melissa Febos laid bare the intimate world of the professional dominatrix, turning an honest examination of her life into a lyrical study of power, desire, and fulfillment. In her dazzling Abandon Me, Febos captures the intense bonds of love and the need for connection - with family, lovers, and oneself. First, her birth father, who left her with only an inheritance of addiction and Native American blood, its meaning a mystery.
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This journey is captivating to say the least!
- By Ilanna on 08-11-17
By: Melissa Febos
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Manhood for Amateurs
- The Pleasures and Regrets of a Husband, Father, and Son
- By: Michael Chabon
- Narrated by: Michael Chabon
- Length: 8 hrs and 3 mins
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As a devoted son, as a passionate husband, and above all as a father, Chabon's memories of childhood, of his parents' marriage and divorce, of moments of painful adolescent comedy and giddy encounters with the popular art and literature of his own youth, are like a theme played by the mad quartet of which he now finds himself co-conductor. At once dazzling, hilarious, and moving, Manhood for Amateurs is destined to become a classic.
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Terrible
- By Ken on 10-14-09
By: Michael Chabon
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This Close to Happy
- A Reckoning with Depression
- By: Daphne Merkin
- Narrated by: Suzanne Toren
- Length: 9 hrs and 32 mins
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This Close to Happy is the rare, vividly personal account of what it feels like to suffer from clinical depression, written from a woman's perspective and informed by an acute understanding of the implications of this disease over a lifetime. Taking off from essays on depression she has written for The New Yorker and The New York Times Magazine, Daphne Merkin casts her eye back to her beginnings to try to sort out the root causes of her affliction.
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I should be the last person to recommend this book
- By Mariaposa on 03-04-17
By: Daphne Merkin
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- SHB
- 06-26-19
Although depressing I loved it
I’m obsessed with the topic of perimenopause & menopause and can’t stand how little honest, empathic and on the other side hopeful & reassuring & even encouraging information is out there. The hard part about this book is the comparison to whales but it’s just honest & informative. Thank you for bringing awareness to the plight of women our age and the whales. ❤️
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- Anonymous User
- 03-10-20
Please redo the recording.
I am interested in menopause. So I am interested in reading/listening to this book. I find the quality of the writing is good.
However I am finding the audio recording painful to listen to. The author has a horribly whiny voice. You get hat she is suffering, but she infuses the entire reading with that same tone. Uggggg it makes the listening very unpleasant.
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- Elizabeth Flanagan
- 06-25-19
This book is why actors need to record the books.
Hard to listen, whining voice. So hoped for more. Don't have room for another complaining voice in my head
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- Kara A. Strauss
- 06-07-20
It was fine.
I was hoping for a slightly more scientific account of menopause. This felt specific to the author, and thus often unrelatable. My main issue though was that the narrator was very hard to listen to. She speaks in a monotone, and often slurs words, and pauses in distracting and confusing ways. I was shocked to find that the reader was the author, because I would have expected a much more natural and expressive read. Would not recommend.
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- BigAppleMac
- 08-16-19
Poor Narration
I found the narration of this book, with hesitations where hesitations did not belong, and a staccato delivery confusing at times and unenjoyable to listen to.
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- Jamie Gill- Sanchez
- 12-01-22
Now I’m obsessed with whales
This book is phenomenal! You won’t regret it. Even if you’re years away from menopause or not female, it’s amazing
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- EJ Skeels
- 03-15-20
Profound; Full of Feral and Tender Truths
Every peri and post menopausal woman will relate deeply to this book. Every person (male or female) who loves whales or mourns the degradation of our natural world will find it compelling.
And if you are female, love nature, mourn connection and wonder about the value of a post reproductive life, this book may change your trajectory. Profound, deeply personal and full of feral and tender truths.
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- Amazon Customer
- 02-12-21
a needed work
Darcy Steinke's interview with Dawn Serra on the Sex Gets Real podcast brought me here. The world needs voices on menopause. This book fired up my rage on our society's glorification of youth and lack of scientific research into women's bodies and bodies that experience menopause.
In reading through previous reviews, the overwhelming critique of Darcy's voice and speech patterns was a sadly predictable and misogynist response that I see on most anything involving a woman's audible voice in public space. She has idiosyncrasies, and once I confronted and overcame my own internalized sexism against my initial reaction, I looked forward to her voice as a deeper insight into her psyche, values, and implorations to the reader-listener. I encourage others to do the same.
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- Melissa
- 02-21-20
Whaaaat?
I thought this book might be insightful or funny from the title. Not! WAY too descriptive. You get lost. No idea what info was to be imparted.
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- Mystrygrl
- 06-20-19
Depressing
Menopause is tough enough without this depressingly whiny book. And the nasally, depressing, reader only makes it worse. I couldn't get past chapter 2.
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