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I'm So (Not) Over You

By: Kosoko Jackson
Narrated by: Timothy Bell Reese
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"Shine[s] with a beautiful, blooming sense of wonder.”—New York Times Book Review

A 2023 LAMBDA LITERARY AWARD WINNER!

One of...
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A chance to rewrite their ending is worth the risk in this swoony romantic comedy from Kosoko Jackson.

It’s been months since aspiring journalist Kian Andrews has heard from his ex-boyfriend, Hudson Rivers, but an urgent text has them meeting at a café. Maybe Hudson wants to profusely apologize for the breakup. Or confess his undying love. . . But no, Hudson has a favor to ask—he wants Kian to pretend to be his boyfriend while his parents are in town, and Kian reluctantly agrees.

The dinner doesn’t go exactly as planned, and suddenly Kian is Hudson’s plus one to Georgia’s wedding of the season. Hudson comes from a wealthy family where reputation is everything, and he really can’t afford another mistake. If Kian goes, he’ll help Hudson preserve appearances and get the opportunity to rub shoulders with some of the biggest names in media. This could be the big career break Kian needs.

But their fake relationship is starting to feel like it might be more than a means to an end, and it’s time for both men to fact-check their feelings.

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Critic reviews

“Jackson’s experience in young adult literature shows in this book’s close point of view and its depiction of a character on the brink of something transformative...Kian and Hudson are hot messes and they make terrible decisions—but they make less terrible decisions together, and the parts when they’re in sync shine with a beautiful, blooming sense of wonder.”—New York Times Book Review

"With beautifully drawn themes of family ties, foundational friendships, and the importance of choosing a love that makes us better, stronger, and happier, here is the queer rom com the genre has been waiting years for! As tender and unflinching as it is uproarious and joyful, Kosoko Jackson’s I’m So (Not) Over You is, quite simply—a spectacularly satisfying read."—Christina Lauren, New York Times bestselling author of The Soulmate Equation

"A snappy, sizzling, downright delightful book from Jackson, a welcome and fresh new voice in rom-coms."—Julia Whelan, author of My Oxford Year
Excellent Narration • Diverse Representation • Entertaining Romance • Sweet Storyline • Engaging Voice Acting
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Very romantic and refreshing. It was a great pleasure to hear a gay romance novel where being gay was not the storyline. Just a love story of 2 hearts trying to find a connection. ¡Bravo!

Great love story!

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I listen to this, and kudos to the narrator who brought the story to life, even though the story itself was fantasy like yet realistic, because we all know someone who is a Kian…

Is there a sequel coming?

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this is the first time reading from. this author. I loved every minute of this book. the narration was top notch. I wanna know what's happens next.

I am now a fan

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This was a sweet second chance romance - a couple reunited in a fake relationship because one didn’t have the heart to tell his parents they’d split… just to end up having to spend more than one dinner together when the parents invite them to attend a huge family wedding together… and as expected, the forced proximity in the reunion has them remembering the good times.

I enjoyed the banter and the friendships they had with each other and the side characters and their siblings. I don’t know why the average ratings are so low!

Narration was also quite good. I would definitely recommend this one. If you’re looking for a great LGBTQ, BIPOC and male romance author (quite a unicorn!), Kosoko Jackson wrote a great book here with I’m So Not Over You!

Perfect for the #23for23 challenge.

A great second chance LGBTQ romance!

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Kian and Hudson's story is funny and sweet as well as complicated. The combination of fake dating, the possibility of a second chance, a Black family that's part of the top 1% of the Southern elite, and fun pop culture references make this queer romance unique and entertaining. I wish we had learned more about Kian and Hudson's first chance at love. Their backstory is a missing critical piece of their story.

I loved the secondary characters! Kian's best friend Divya, Hudson's sister Olivia, and Grandma Rivers added so much to this story.

Timothy Bell Reese's narration is solid, but his southern accent isn't. A southern accent could have complemented the story to perfection if done well. Leaving out the southern accent would have been better since it was distracting.

Unique & Entertaining

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I cannot express the in depth love of social commentary mixed with romance and sexual consent that makes this book such a great read. I stayed up way too late last night to listen to a book I have already read once. That’s how great it is

Wow

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I enjoyed the book for certain aspects, but disliked it for others. Kian and Hudson's love story was a bit annoying as Hudson seemed really narcissistic the entire time (was not a dynamic character at all), and Kian seemed really awe-struck because of how handsome he was (was semi-dynamic). Hudson didn't have too many redeeming qualities other than a sweet, southern accent (that the narrator gave him). He was rude and quick to judge someone he supposedly loved the entire book. Also, we never find out why Hudson broke up with Kian in the first place, which is the catalyst of this story and feels important. Kian was hilarious and intelligent (very into pop culture and references that a lot which was fun). Another thing that felt annoying was that Kian was really not into white people at all. He only seemed to bring them up to notate their negative qualities, and does a lot of jabbing throughout the book. He was pointed towards this group as a whole. In the end, I wasn't overly into the book, despite how excited I was to read about a queer relationship between two black men (because there aren't too many, if any, of these stories out there. These stories are important and need to be told). I'm bummed that I was left feeling a little underwhelmed.

As far as the narrator goes, he was amazing! Divya's voice was a little much, but he really brough the characters to life. Super impressive reading here!

As a final thought, Divya was a great friend and amazing secondary character! She really helped the story, and voiced everything we were all thinking!

Eh...

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I hated the main character. He was a mouthy little thing. Hudson is too good for him. I wish I could meet a Hudson rivers 😩😩

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This author was new to me, and I so enjoyed Mr. Jackson's most recent book, A Dash of Salt and Pepper, that I turned right around and listened to this story. I enjoyed this one just as much. It's a second-chance romance with delightful, well-developed characters. The narration by Timothy Bell Reese was excellent and brought the humor in the story to life. I highly recommend this book.

Another great story!

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I feel like this was a waste of a credit. There’s no substance to the story and the performance (narration) is annoying.

Whack!

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