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Meg Haston
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Seventeen-year-old Stevie is trapped. In her life. And now in an eating-disorder treatment center on the dusty outskirts of the New Mexico desert.
Life in the center is regimented and intrusive, a nightmare come true. Nurses and therapists watch Stevie at mealtime, accompany her to the bathroom, and challenge her to eat the foods she's worked so hard to avoid.
Her dad has signed her up for 60 days of treatment. But what no one knows is that Stevie doesn't plan to stay that long. There are only 27 days until the anniversary of her brother Josh's death - the death she caused. And if Stevie gets her way, there are only 27 days until she, too, will end her life.
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In Savannah Espinoza's small New Mexico hometown, kids either flee after graduation or they're trapped there forever. Vanni never planned to get stuck - but that was before her father was diagnosed with Huntington's disease, leaving her and her mother to care for him. Now she doesn't have much of a plan at all: living at home, working as a performing mermaid at a second-rate water park, distracting herself with one boy after another. That changes the day she meets Leigh.
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Does she have HD or not?
- By Jennifer Greenlees on 11-20-17
By: Rebecca Podos
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Before I Fall
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- Narrated by: Sarah Drew
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Samantha Kingston has it all: the world's most crush-worthy boyfriend, three amazing best friends, and first pick of everything at Thomas Jefferson High—from the best table in the cafeteria to the choicest parking spot. Friday, February 12, should be just another day in her charmed life. Instead, it turns out to be her last. Then she gets a second chance. Seven chances, in fact.
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Beautiful.
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By: Lauren Oliver
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Side Effects May Vary
- By: Julie Murphy
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When 16-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs - however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, who she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that's as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her archnemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger).
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Listening Experiences May Vary
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By: Julie Murphy
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- Narrated by: Susan Bennett
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Maddy is a social worker trying to balance her career and three children. Years ago, she fell in love with Ben, a public defender, drawn to his fiery passion, but now he's lashing out at her during his periodic verbal furies. She vacillates between tiptoeing around him and asserting herself for the sake of their kids - which works to keep a fragile peace - until the rainy day when they're together in the car and Ben's volatile temper gets the best of him, leaving Maddy in the hospital fighting for her life.
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Love Is Not Always Enough
- By Pamela Dale Foster on 11-08-14
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Bleeding Violet
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With a head plagued by hallucinations, a medicine cabinet full of pills, and a closet stuffed with frilly, violet dresses, Hanna's tired of being the outcast, the weird girl, the freak. So she runs away to Portero, Texas, in search of a new home. But Portero is a stranger town than Hanna expects. She discovers secrets that would terrify any normal soul. Good thing for Hanna, she's far from normal. As this crazy girl meets an even crazier town, only two things are certain: Anything can happen, and no one is safe.
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Didn't like it. Sorry, not sorry
- By Cii'Em on 02-15-16
By: Dia Reeves
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Fracture
- By: Megan Miranda
- Narrated by: Therese Plummer
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Eleven minutes passed before Delaney Maxwell was pulled from the icy waters of a Maine lake by her best friend, Decker Phillips. By then her heart had stopped beating. Her brain had stopped working. She was dead. And yet she somehow defied medical precedent to come back seemingly fine - despite the scans that showed significant brain damage. Everyone wants Delaney to be all right, but she knows she's far from normal. Pulled by strange sensations she can't control or explain, Delaney finds herself drawn to the dying. Is her altered brain now predicting death, or causing it?
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Well Written, great narrator
- By Cndee13 on 04-29-14
By: Megan Miranda
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Marlena
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Everything about 15-year-old Cat's new town in rural Michigan is lonely and off-kilter until she meets her neighbor, the manic, beautiful, pill-popping Marlena. Cat, inexperienced and desperate for connection, is quickly lured into Marlena's orbit by little more than an arched eyebrow and a shake of white-blond hair. As the two girls turn the untamed landscape of their desolate small town into a kind of playground, Cat catalogues a litany of firsts - first drink, first cigarette, first kiss - while Marlena's habits harden and calcify.
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A Brilliant, Agonizing Portrait of a Young Woman
- By Sudi on 06-06-17
By: Julie Buntin
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The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer
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Mara Dyer believes life can't get any stranger than waking up in a hospital with no memory of how she got there. It can. She believes there must be more to the accident she can't remember that killed her friends and left her strangely unharmed. There is. She doesn't believe that after everything she's been through, she can fall in love. She's wrong.
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Not Sure About Mara Dyer
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By: Michelle Hodkin
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There are stories where the girl gets her prince, and they live happily ever after. (This is not one of those stories.) Jenna Lord's first 16 years were not exactly a fairy tale. Her father is a controlling psycho and her mother is a drunk. She used to count on her older brother - until he shipped off to Iraq. And then, of course, there was the time she almost died in a fire.
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Disturbing, beautiful, awfully komplex and...
- By Rainer on 03-28-12
By: Ilsa J. Bick
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A List of Cages
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When Adam Blake lands the best elective ever in his senior year, serving as an aide to the school psychologist, he thinks he's got it made. Sure, it means a lot of sitting around, which isn't easy for a guy with ADHD, but he can't complain, since he gets to spend the period texting all his friends. Then the doctor asks him to track down the troubled freshman who keeps dodging her, and Adam discovers that the boy is Julian - the foster brother he hasn't seen in five years.
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Heart wrenching!
- By Heather Shaver on 02-28-18
By: Robin Roe
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Stranger Here
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- By: Jen Larsen
- Narrated by: Dani Cervone
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Stranger Here is the brutally honest, surprisingly hilarious story of one woman's journey from one extreme of the weight spectrum to the other, and of the unexpected emotional chaos it created. Insightful and unsparing in her self-examination, Larsen depicts the exhilarating highs and devastating lows she experienced as a result of her weight loss, the incredible joy of finally beginning to look like the image of herself she's always carried inside her head, and the crushing pain and confusion of feeling like a stranger in her own body after losing the weight that has always defined her.
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Good book with some disappointments
- By Ina Landry on 04-22-18
By: Jen Larsen
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Purple Hearts
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Cassie Salazar and Luke Morrow couldn't be more different. Sharp-witted Cassie works nights at a bar in Austin, Texas, to make ends meet while pursuing her dream of becoming a singer/songwriter. Luke is an army trainee, about to ship out for duty, who finds comfort in the unswerving discipline of service. But a chance encounter at Cassie's bar changes the course of both their lives.
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RATING PURPLE HEARTS BOOK VS PURPLE HEARTS MOVIE
- By Rozzy on 02-05-23
By: Tess Wakefield
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Hysteria
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Mallory killed her boyfriend, Brian. She can't remember the details of that night but everyone knows it was self-defense, so she isn't charged. But Mallory still feels Brian's presence in her life. Is it all in her head? Or is it something more? In desperate need of a fresh start, Mallory is sent to Monroe, a fancy prep school where no one knows her . . . or anything about her past.But the feeling follows her, as do her secrets. Then, one of her new classmates turns up dead.
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Good story. Narrator is kind of annoying
- By Anonymous User on 06-20-17
By: Megan Miranda
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- Joy
- 06-26-19
Difficult to Follow
The book has a lot of flashbacks, which makes it hard to follow. The storyline is not linear and was frustrating because the details weren't always relevant and it was hard to follow if what was being said was in the past or the present. the story itself was decent but the way it was written left a lot to be desired for me.
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- 05-19-21
couldn't finish
I read reviews complaining about the random fake country accent but I thought "how bad can it really be"... but it made it really difficult to listen to... I couldn't even finish it!
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- Pippy13
- 01-12-20
Absolutely Heartwarming, Real & Honest
Paperweight was absolutely one touching book. An amazing perfectly written story. About honesty, pain and love. About confusion, learning the most amazing thing of all... Learning how to live life again. This was such a touching book. The author wrote this wonderfully touching story, about such a very real issue that many many young girls suffer from. This is one of the types of books that while you are listening you can picture it in your minds eye!
I absolutely recommend this book, I will probably listen to it again!
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- Pink Amy
- 01-03-23
Uneven
Grade: C-
Stevie, a new patient at an eating disorders clinic, plans to commit suicide on the one-year anniversary of her brother's death.
PAPERWEIGHT is composed of Stevie's journal entries chronicling her arrival at the clinic throughout her first several weeks. Meg Haston gave Stevie an bright, teen voice, often unlikable and unsympathetic. The writing was the best part of the story.
Hello clichés:
-reluctant, angry patient
-feels responsible for dead friend/relative
-refuses to cooperate with treatment
I won't list any more clichés, to avoid spoiling readers, but will say there is nothing unique or different about PAPERWEIGHT and the ending is predictable.
I'm not sure what kind of research Haston did when writing the novel, but I doubt she ran the therapy scenes by an actual therapist for authenticity. I was disappointed to see her therapist buy into the making Eden a fall-guy for much the calamity in Stevie's life, as if the trouble older teen should have recognized Stevie's problems, forced her to get help, and a few other spoilery things.
THEMES: eating disorders, treatment, death, grief, siblings, family, friends
Teens may enjoy the story, but PAPERWEIGHT won't give insight into eating disorders or treatment.
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- Cori and Mike
- 02-16-23
SO AMAZING
Beautifully written and heartwarmingly gorgeous piece by meg haston would definitely recommend to all my friends
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- Stacey
- 10-02-17
narrator ruined it for me
I really struggled to get through this, I don't think it was the writting... I believe it was the narrator.
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- Maria Storhaug-Meyer
- 02-17-20
Beautiful and real
It's a very genuine depiction of mental illness. I never had a eating disorder, so I can't say for sure about that part, but there were still so many things that were recognisable, so I would guess that the eating disorder part is genuine too. I think this book is great for people who deals or have dealt with mental illness of some sort, because it feels nice when you see that someone really understands, when most people don't. But I also think it's great for everyone else too, whether they know someone with a mental illness or not, because it can help them understand more about this really important issue, get a glimpse of the logic behind the irrationality, and hopefully help fight the stigma that mentally ill people have to deal with. And it's just written so beautifully! It doesn't have lots of unnecessary twists and turns that may be exciting for some people and triggering for others. Which is so nice, cause there's more than enough of books, shows and movies that make serious and horrible issues into sexy entertainment. This book express es something real, and digs deep down into it without all that. Of course it's impossible to know exactly what might trigger some people, but I would think this is a safe book for most people. This is a book the world needs. I loved it!
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- Ryan
- 08-06-23
Insightful and honest
This story is written and narrated beautifully. The listener is allowed into the mind of someone who is going through the painful process of opening up and healing. Her thoughts and memories are vividly portrayed. A must-listen for anyone who wants to better understand not only eating disorders but also depression, anxiety, self-harm and suicidal ideation.
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- Amazon Customer
- 03-18-17
a must read!
I highly recommend this book. it touches on a delicate issue in a compassionate manner.
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- Norel
- 04-30-21
Story is awesome. Audio performance is terrible!
This narrator seems to quite often forget that she's supposed to be doing a deep southern accent. The Georgia accent is extremely obvious at times and then as suddenly as she slipped into the accent she slips right back out, which took away from the story imo. I would have rather read a physical copy of this.
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