
Even After Everything
The Spiritual Practice of Knowing the Risks and Loving Anyway
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Stephanie Duncan Smith
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A “special work” (J. S. Park) that honors life’s deep griefs, great joys, and unsettled in-betweens through every sacred season, assuring us that we are never alone
“Oh, I love this book. . . . Honest and hopeful, masterfully written, both a balm and a bolstering.”—Shauna Niequist, New York Times bestselling author
Exquisitely told and urgently resonant, Even After Everything is a love letter to anyone who has opened their heart only to be hurt. Stephanie Duncan Smith proposes that it’s not through grit or forced resilience that you will find a way forward, but through receiving the full spectrum of our lives, just as we receive the empathy of God-with-us in every moment.
Duncan Smith’s disorientation began when she lost her first pregnancy on the winter solstice, just as the world readied to celebrate its most historic birth on Christmas. Then a new yet uncertain pregnancy unfolded parallel to the pandemic, until nearly one year to the day of her loss, she gave birth to her daughter at the peak of mortality in their city. These contradictions compelled Duncan Smith into a desperate search for steadiness, which she found in the liturgical year as a grounding force and the promise that we are seen by God in every season.
In Even After Everything, Duncan Smith traverses the church’s circle of time and reorients herself and us in the sacred story told through Advent, Epiphany, Lent, Holy Week, and Ordinary Time. She reveals the sacred year—through its endless interplay of love, loss, risk, and resurrection—as a mirror to the human experience, an anchor for turbulent times, and a womb strong enough to encompass every human care. At its heart lives the promise of God-with-us, inviting us into the spiritual practice of taking courage in the trust that we are accompanied in everything, and love will always have the last word.
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Sarah Bessey is an expert at faithfully stumbling forward. As a New York Times bestselling author and co-founder of Evolving Faith, the foremost community for progressive Christians, she has been trusted by thousands of people to pursue a reconstruction of faith centered on compassion, truth, and inclusion. Bessey has found a deeply underserved and underestimated remnant in the wilderness of Christianity who are still devoted to Jesus, deeply rooted in the Gospel, fascinated with Scripture, and committed to reimagining their faith.
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beautiful and practical
- By Brooke C. on 02-25-25
By: Sarah Bessey
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Healing Leadership Trauma
- Finding Emotional Health and Helping Others Flourish
- By: Sheila Wise Rowe MEd, Nicholas Rowe PhD
- Narrated by: Terrence Kidd
- Length: 5 hrs and 56 mins
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Countless books are designed to help leaders to become better leaders. But most resources neglect the underlying emotional struggles of both emerging and established leaders, who are often isolated and suffering in silence. Leadership professor Nicholas Rowe and counselor Sheila Wise Rowe offer their expertise in helping leaders process painful and traumatic experiences. Trauma contributes to how we lead others in either empowering or dysfunctional ways. Understanding how these experiences formed us is the beginning of the path to healing.
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good content.
- By Valerie Althouse on 12-21-24
By: Sheila Wise Rowe MEd, and others
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The Fix
- How the Twelve Steps Offer a Surprising Path of Transformation for the Well-Adjusted, the Down-and-Out, and Everyone in Between
- By: Ian Morgan Cron
- Narrated by: Ian Morgan Cron
- Length: 7 hrs and 11 mins
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With his characteristic wit and transparent self-disclosure, Ian guides us in learning how to work each of the Twelve Steps so we will finally be given a "new pair of glasses" through which we will be able to see ourselves, others, and the world in a startlingly new way–and ultimately take hold of the freedom God has been waiting to give us all along.
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Rocked My World In a Good Way!
- By Jeff Aenk on 03-15-25
By: Ian Morgan Cron
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I Shouldn't Feel This Way
- Name What’s Hard, Tame Your Guilt, and Transform Self-Sabotage into Brave Action
- By: Alison Cook PhD
- Narrated by: Alison Cook
- Length: 5 hrs and 38 mins
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Do you beat yourself up when what you feel doesn’t align with the person you think you should be? You “should” be a good friend, but you feel hurt by past betrayals. You “should” be content, but you feel lonely or unfulfilled. You “should” have faith, but you feel discouraged by unanswered prayers. Instead of working through these inner tensions, you guilt-trip or gaslight yourself, which just leaves you feeling stuck, defeated, and trapped by conflicting feelings. But there is another path.
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A must read
- By Edwin Rodriguez on 06-20-24
By: Alison Cook PhD
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Healing What's Within
- Coming Home to Yourself—and to God—When You're Wounded, Weary, and Wandering
- By: Chuck DeGroat
- Narrated by: Chuck DeGroat
- Length: 5 hrs and 36 mins
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We can’t always control what happens to us. But we can discover how to heal the hidden hurt it leaves behind. Not knowing what to do with your suffering and fearing you'll be hurt again, you’ve learned to cope, to numb and suppress the ache within. It doesn’t have to be this way. In Healing What’s Within, therapist and professor Chuck DeGroat invites you on a compassionate journey inward to return and retune to the life God created you to live.
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How worldly this book is
- By Gretchen B. on 10-18-24
By: Chuck DeGroat
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The Understory
- An Invitation to Rootedness and Resilience from the Forest Floor
- By: Lore Ferguson Wilbert
- Narrated by: Rachel Perry
- Length: 6 hrs and 47 mins
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On this journey, Wilbert shares her story of alienation and disorientation after years of religious and political unrest in the evangelical church. In doing so, she looks to an unlikely place—the forest—to learn how to live and even thrive when everything seems to be falling apart.
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Soft voice
- By maggie simmons on 10-27-24
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Field Notes for the Wilderness
- Practices for an Evolving Faith
- By: Sarah Bessey
- Narrated by: Sarah Bessey
- Length: 6 hrs and 37 mins
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Sarah Bessey is an expert at faithfully stumbling forward. As a New York Times bestselling author and co-founder of Evolving Faith, the foremost community for progressive Christians, she has been trusted by thousands of people to pursue a reconstruction of faith centered on compassion, truth, and inclusion. Bessey has found a deeply underserved and underestimated remnant in the wilderness of Christianity who are still devoted to Jesus, deeply rooted in the Gospel, fascinated with Scripture, and committed to reimagining their faith.
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beautiful and practical
- By Brooke C. on 02-25-25
By: Sarah Bessey
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Healing Leadership Trauma
- Finding Emotional Health and Helping Others Flourish
- By: Sheila Wise Rowe MEd, Nicholas Rowe PhD
- Narrated by: Terrence Kidd
- Length: 5 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Countless books are designed to help leaders to become better leaders. But most resources neglect the underlying emotional struggles of both emerging and established leaders, who are often isolated and suffering in silence. Leadership professor Nicholas Rowe and counselor Sheila Wise Rowe offer their expertise in helping leaders process painful and traumatic experiences. Trauma contributes to how we lead others in either empowering or dysfunctional ways. Understanding how these experiences formed us is the beginning of the path to healing.
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good content.
- By Valerie Althouse on 12-21-24
By: Sheila Wise Rowe MEd, and others
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It Wasn't Roaring, It Was Weeping
- Interpreting the Language of Our Fathers Without Repeating Their Stories
- By: Lisa-Jo Baker
- Narrated by: Lisa-Jo Baker
- Length: 8 hrs and 4 mins
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Born White in the heart of Zululand during the racial apartheid, Lisa-Jo Baker longed to write a new future for her children—a longing that set her on a journey to understand where she fit into a story of violence and faith, history and race. Before marriage and motherhood, she came to the United States to study to become a human rights advocate. When she naïvely walked right into America’s own turbulent racial landscape, Baker experienced the kind of painful awakening that is both individual and universal, personal and social.
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Beautiful story of redemption
- By hartman302 on 11-08-24
By: Lisa-Jo Baker
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Relaxed
- Walking with the One Who Is Not Worried About a Thing
- By: Megan Fate Marshman
- Narrated by: Megan Marshman
- Length: 7 hrs and 10 mins
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Jesus was never in a hurry to be anywhere other than where he was, trusting and obeying his Father. Could the same be said of us? We long to know peace, purpose, and contentment, but life's stresses, the world's discouragements, and our own striving for growth get in the way. In Relaxed, pastor and teacher Megan Fate Marshman explores what it means to set aside our addiction to trying to figure everything out and relish a slower, compelling, powerful, and relaxed life with God.
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Her honesty
- By Tracy Crawford on 03-23-25
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Fully Alive
- Tending to the Soul in Turbulent Times
- By: Elizabeth Oldfield
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Oldfield
- Length: 8 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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In a world experiencing turbulent change, we need people who are resilient, kind, open, generous, and brave. How do we become those people?
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A refreshingly authentic book!
- By PJ on 09-18-24
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Waiting Isn't a Waste
- The Surprising Comfort of Trusting God in the Uncertainties of Life
- By: Mark Vroegop, Jen Wilkin - foreword
- Narrated by: Mark Vroegop, Jen Wilkin
- Length: 2 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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Throughout our lives, we experience countless periods of waiting. Some moments are mere nuisances—others are daunting seasons filled with intense worry and doubt. We grow impatient by immovable traffic or crave an impending answer to a medical condition. Whatever our current circumstances, our innate response is to take action rather than stay still. In Waiting Isn't a Waste, author Mark Vroegop calls believers to resist the human urge for control and lean on Christ for comfort while we wait for the uncertainties of life to unfold.
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Amazing
- By Abby Jacobi on 03-24-25
By: Mark Vroegop, and others
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Emmanuel
- An Invitation to Prepare Him Room at Christmas and Always
- By: Ruth Chou Simons
- Narrated by: Ruth Chou Simons
- Length: 2 hrs and 27 mins
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From the bestselling author and artist behind GraceLaced and Beholding and Becoming comes this gorgeous exploration of what it means to intimately experience God’s presence in our daily lives. Ruth Chou Simons welcomes you and your family to partake in a season of surrender as you discover the true miracle behind Christmas: that while we journey to grow in our relationships with Jesus, He has already come so He can be with us forever.
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Easy to understand by a non English speaker
- By ana ramos ruiz on 12-25-24
By: Ruth Chou Simons
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The PLAN
- Manage Your Time Like a Lazy Genius
- By: Kendra Adachi
- Narrated by: Kendra Adachi
- Length: 6 hrs
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Most time-management books leave you feeling inadequate, focusing on greatness and optimization. But what if you want to simply live your life without chasing productivity at every turn? Is there a way to manage your time without being at its mercy?
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Essay stretched to book length
- By R on 12-17-24
By: Kendra Adachi
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- David
- 10-22-24
Wholehearted
This book gave rich language and concept to the loss and grief of losing a child too early and the forever different journey forward with embodied grief. Excellent read told with honesty and empathy
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- MB
- 11-09-24
Beautifully written and narrated
This was a great read and the author’s writing and narration flowed beautifully through her own experiences with pregnancy and motherhood, while weaving in elements of liturgy and Christianity. She offers a balanced perspective on loss, grief, pain, and making way for joy and peace in the wake of life’s difficulties. It was an uplifting experience that I’ll gladly recommend to others.
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- Amy Sytsma
- 11-27-24
Beautiful
I needed to read this. I think the epilogue might be the most powerful part.
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- Carrie
- 10-30-24
10/10 will read again!
I bought this book without doing any research on the contents. I follow Stephanie on Substack and felt confident that whatever story she was telling was going to be well worth my time to read, and I wasn’t wrong. I myself am going through some tough uncertain circumstances and found a lot of comfort in the connections, traditions, and experiences Smith recalls when looking back at her journey. It’s reminded me to keep my faith and my heart open to evolving in the most unexpected moments. It’s given me inspiration for traditions that I would love to put in place in my own life, it’s encouraged me to have conversations with others close to me who I know are struggling in different circumstances but still struggling nonetheless, it’s kept me honest with my own hopes for the future, pushing back the temptation to make my world small so I’ll endure less risks of getting hurt. 10/10 will read again!
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