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Escaping Spiritual Exhaustion and Trusting in Divine Love
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What do you do when the gap between what you believe and what you experience feels insurmountable? Where do you turn when trauma leaves you feeling lost, ashamed, and exhausted, spinning in spiritual uncertainty but still longing for relationship with God?
Michael John Cusick voices the questions and contradictions that are inherently part of living an authentic spiritual faith. With raw honesty and vulnerability, he shares his own zigzagging path to God and reveals how brokenness and pain can become the gateway to experiencing joyful divine attachment. Because God's love has you, you can put aside fear and loneliness—and you can rest seen, soothed, safe, and secure in God's presence. Cusick's gentle, trauma-informed guidance lets you reimagine life with God in a way that repairs wounds and deeply satisfies your soul.
You're not losing your faith; you're shedding baggage. Your struggle to believe is not a barrier—it's the bridge to a restorative, embodied spirituality.
©2025 Michael John Cusick (P)2025 Christian AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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The Right Words at the Right Time—A Healing Companion for the Journey
Seven months ago, I met Michael Cusick at a conference while I was just beginning to process my diagnosis of Complex PTSD. I was in the early stages of learning to see my story—and my brokenness—as beautiful. Reading Sacred Attachment felt like a continuation of that healing conversation, like Michael had somehow written the journal I didn’t know I needed.
This book felt like kintsugi for the soul—reminding me that the cracks in my life are not disqualifiers, but places where God’s love can shine through. I’m sure it was intentional (or maybe it’s just Michael’s author magic), but I truly felt seen, safe, soothed, and secure by the end. He modeled what secure attachment with God can look like—not just talked about it.
What stood out most was the deep validation of what I’ve been experiencing in my body, mind, and spirit. Michael’s vulnerability made me feel safe. His clarity helped soothe parts of me I didn’t even realize were tense. And somehow, by the end, I wasn’t just reading about secure attachment—I was experiencing it. Both sides of my brain, heart, and soul were connecting the dots: I know I’m secure in God, and for the first time in a long time, I could feel it too.
One line that especially stuck with me was Michael’s definition of sin: “what happens when we mishandle our brokenness.” That kind of humility and truth-telling runs through the entire book. This isn’t a book about fixing yourself—it’s about letting yourself be loved by the God who sees it all and still draws near. It’s not about hiding in shame anymore. It’s about being known, received, and freed to live from the truest, most loved version of yourself.
This book came at just the right time and helped bring language to the quiet knowing God has been building in me over the last seven months. I’m so grateful for this deeply healing, grace-filled gift.
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