
In My Dreams I Hold a Knife
A Novel
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Vanessa Johansson
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Ashley Winstead
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Six friends. One college reunion. One unsolved murder.
Ten years after graduation, Jessica Miller has planned her triumphant return to her Southern, elite Duquette University, down to the envious whispers that are sure to follow in her wake. Everyone is going to see the girl she wants them to see - confident, beautiful, indifferent. Not the girl she was when she left campus, back when Heather Shelby's murder fractured everything, including the tight bond linking the six friends she'd been closest to since freshman year.
But not everyone is ready to move on. Not everyone left Duquette 10 years ago, and not everyone can let Heather's murder go unsolved. Someone is determined to trap the real killer, to make the guilty pay. When the six friends are reunited, they will be forced to confront what happened that night - and the years' worth of secrets each of them would do anything to keep hidden.
Told in racing dual timelines, with a dark campus setting and a darker look at friendship, love, obsession, and ambition, In My Dreams I Hold a Knife is an addictive, propulsive story.
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Worth it
- By Pepperoni on 04-17-25
By: Ashley Winstead
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Black Bear Alibi
- A Rockfish Island Mystery
- By: J.C. Fuller
- Narrated by: Nancy Peterson
- Length: 10 hrs
- Unabridged
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Philip Russell, a US Park Ranger for a small island in the Pacific Northwest, has stumbled across a dead body in the forest. Unsure if the dead woman is a local or someone from the mainland, the new female sheriff has come to Rockfish Island to find out if the community has anything still to fear. Eager to help solve the mystery, both instantly find themselves at odds with each other. Philip, defending the people he's known his whole life, and Sheriff Lane, giving no one the benefit of the doubt...not even Philip.
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Loved It!
- By Ian on 10-04-22
By: J.C. Fuller
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Creep
- By: Jennifer Hillier
- Narrated by: Talmadge Ragan
- Length: 11 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Dr. Sheila Tao is a professor of psychology, an expert in human behavior with her own hidden past. But she's not the only one keeping secrets. When Sheila began an affair with her sexy graduate assistant Ethan Wolfe, she knew she was playing with fire. Consumed by lust when they were together, she was riddled with guilt when they were apart. Now she's finally engaged to a good man, and it's time to end the dangerous liaison. But Ethan has something different in mind. He intends to make her pay for rejecting him.
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The narrator makes all the difference. Unfortunately, this one needed a different narrator!
- By Critter Mama on 07-04-14
By: Jennifer Hillier
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These Things Hidden
- By: Heather Gudenkauf
- Narrated by: Ali Ahn, Angela Lin, Angela Goethals
- Length: 9 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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Once the golden child of tiny Linden Falls, Iowa, Allison Glenn watches her reputation crumble as she is sent to prison for five years—convicted of a terrible crime. But what really happened that fateful night? Allison’s younger sister is the only other person who knows the truth. Now out of prison, Allison is more desperate than ever to set the record straight, but the revelation of the truth could have far-reaching consequences.
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Please save yourself the time
- By C. Morris on 10-03-14
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Have You Seen This Girl
- Flocksdale Files Series, Book 1
- By: Carissa Ann Lynch
- Narrated by: Samantha Desz
- Length: 6 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Wendi Wise is a troubled young woman who snorts her breakfast through a straw and spends more time in rehab than in the real world. Her life is seemingly out of control. But now she has a plan. That plan involves a sharp set of butcher knives. She's going back to where all of her troubles began...Flocksdale. Wendi was lured away from a local skating rink, at the age of 13, and held captive in a place she calls The House of Horrors. Dumped off blindfolded on the side of a dirt road, Wendi soon discovered that she was addicted to the drugs they fed her while she was captive.
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Gripping and hard to put down
- By Red on 09-18-23
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Girl Long Gone
- By: Danielle M. Haas
- Narrated by: Chelsea Stephens
- Length: 6 hrs and 19 mins
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NYPD computer-crimes detective Connor Mitchel's sister is missing. As he combs through his sister's life, he realizes Monica might not have been this killer's first target - or his last. In a twisted game of cat and mouse, Connor thinks he's finally found the man responsible for his sister's disappearance. Unfortunately, he'll first need to convince the shy, distrustful Evelyn Price she could be the next victim tangled in the murderer's web if she doesn't agree to help him catch the killer.
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Girl Long Gone
- By MamaG3 on 01-18-25
By: Danielle M. Haas
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We Used to Live Here
- By: Daniel Hurst
- Narrated by: Adam Goodwin, Deirdra Whelan
- Length: 5 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
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When the Burgess family move into their "forever" home, it seems like they are set for many happy years together at their new address. Steph and Grant, along with their children, Charlie and Amelia, settle into their new surroundings quickly. But then they receive an unexpected visit from a couple who claim to have lived in the house before. They wish to come in and have a look around for old time's sake. Seeming pleasant and plausible, Steph invites them in. And that's when things begin to change.
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Meh
- By Tiara Beal on 10-31-24
By: Daniel Hurst
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The Roommate
- By: Kiersten Modglin
- Narrated by: Stephen Graybill
- Length: 6 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
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Wesley Gates is down on his luck. He's drowning in debt. His demanding career isn't letting up. And, to top it all off, after years of ignoring their failing marriage, his wife has had enough. Heartbroken and in desperate need of a place to stay while he gives his wife the space she's asked for, Wes is shocked when he runs into a familiar face from his past.
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Story had potential but I found the characters all so annoying & dumb.
- By Ronda Wasmundt on 03-26-25
By: Kiersten Modglin
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My Fiance's New Best Friend
- A Novel
- By: H.T. Night
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 10 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
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For fans of Freida McFadden, Leslie Wolfe, Nicola Sanders, and Lucinda Berry... be prepared for a thrill ride you won’t soon forget. Being the new guy in town is always tough. Luckily, I find a job working for a local attorney named Jack. He has me fixing up his rundown classic cars. Each day I work on the cars, his fiance Tawny makes her way out to the backyard where I’m working and gives me a glass of iced tea. We talk about our lives but not about our secrets. I’m careful not to say too much about myself. It could jeopardize my new employment with Jack. Jack is hard to read because...
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What a shame they used virtual voice 
- By MomOf2 on 03-04-25
By: H.T. Night
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Copycat
- A Novel
- By: Gillian White
- Narrated by: Sue Reynolds
- Length: 10 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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An unhealthy friendship takes a sinister turn. Almost everyone has a friend whom they barely tolerate. It’s that person whose jokes are always annoying, who tries to butt in on nights out, or who keeps coming over unannounced. For Martha, that friend is her new neighbor, Jennie.
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Probably better to read
- By J.Hamp on 11-07-19
By: Gillian White
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The Killer Next Door
- By: Alex Marwood
- Narrated by: Imogen Church
- Length: 12 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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Everyone who lives at 23 Beulah Grove has a secret. If they didn't, they wouldn't be renting rooms in a dodgy old building for cash - no credit check, no lease. It's the kind of place you end up when you you've run out of other options.The six residents mostly keep to themselves, but one unbearably hot summer night, a terrible accident pushes them into an uneasy alliance. What they don't know is that one of them is a killer. He's already chosen his next victim, and he'll do anything to protect his secret.
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Incredible--but not for the faint of heart
- By Lesley on 01-11-15
By: Alex Marwood
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The Summer Party
- By: Rebecca Heath
- Narrated by: Casey Withoos
- Length: 10 hrs and 57 mins
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Summer, 2000. In the tranquil town of Queen's Point in southern Australia, the Whitlam family marks the end of every season with a lavish party in their clifftop mansion. Here, clutching her first glass of real champagne, the summer breeze intoxicating on her skin, sixteen-year-old Lucy Ross is kissed for the very first time. And then, in the shadows of the rose garden, she sees something she shouldn't.
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Lots of twists and turns
- By Liz Noffsinger on 04-14-25
By: Rebecca Heath
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- eh chaponis
- 11-17-22
In My Dreams I Hold a knife
Great story with great narration. So much better than her other books! I loved it!
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- Sarah Howard
- 03-19-22
Psychological mystery is a big win
This Psychological mystery is a big win! I loved this book. In the beginning, it read more like a YA novel but the sinister and brutal murder and revenge quickly make it so much better than that. I love the little twists throughout, the unveiling of the truth- little by little. I highly recommend this novel!
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- Jennie
- 02-07-24
Oh the twists & turns!
I didn’t love the main character in the beginning but I guess you’re not supposed to. This book was so good!
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- khambreal
- 07-25-24
so Many twists!!
i normally don't leave reviews but I HAD to for this book! oh my goodness. it was a little slow in the beginning as Jess always seemed to be whining about her desire for perfection and to be admired by everyone she meets but man oh man!! this was such a good listen. the narrator was on point with her inflections and performance. the twists keep coming until the very end!!
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-15-22
Twists and Turns
I recommend this book to anyone who went to high school and had a close group of friends. Just when you think you can predict what happens next, you’re surprised. This author is a talented story teller and I look forward to reading her next novel.
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- Lauren
- 06-12-23
Too much hopping around for a boring ending
I was not pleased or impressed with this book. Does not live up to its hype.
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- Megan Farley
- 07-19-23
Boring
No big twist. Ending was 1/5. Performance was mediocre. I wish we could standardize having male narrators for male characters and female narrators for female characters. Because narrators who try to do both sound ridiculous and never have enough differentiation between the opposite sex characters to tell who is who in a back and forth conversation which makes the book hard to follow.
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- Marti
- 03-11-24
the plot twists
I so enjoyed the present day and past play....made it so gripping and enjoyable
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- Joan
- 07-31-24
good read.
I liked the going back and forth from past to present. the ending really surprised me bc I just knew it was someone else.
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- Calliegirl
- 08-12-24
Twisty Turns
Maybe I’m not a very good detective but I never guessed the ending. Also, I liked her representation of the voices.
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