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Emma Spurgin Hussey
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By:
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Kerry Fisher
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Why would you walk away from the one person you can’t live without?
As a child, Vicky Hall never had the sort of family she wanted. The least important person in her new step-family, ignored by her mother in favour of her two younger half siblings, Vicky was always an afterthought. Sitting alone at her graduation ceremony at the age of 21, she vows to create her own family and her own life, one which is full of the love and attention she has always craved.
When Vicky meets William and falls pregnant in Greece that summer, it isn’t planned. But the two of them believe they can make it work, showering their child with the love which they believe should be enough.
But when her son Theo is two, Vicky leaves him in the care of her mother-in-law, walks out of her front door and drives to a hotel where she takes a room for the night. She doesn’t return.
It’s unthinkable.
What kind of mother does that?
The kind who is hiding a story you can never imagine.
The Mother I Could Have Been is a heartbreaking story of impossible decisions and second chances, from the best-selling author of The Silent Wife and The Woman I Was Before. Perfect for fans of Jodi Picoult, Liane Moriarty and Diane Chamberlain.
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Secrets told in the church ladies' room are supposed to stay in the ladies' room. But that doesn't mean that what Trudy overhears there during her great-aunt Gertrude's funeral won't change the rest of her life. Trudy has a daughter in the middle of a major rebellion, a two-timing husband who has been cheating for their entire married life, and a mother with Alzheimer's residing in the local nursing home.
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Loved it!
- By Nancy lee on 12-27-16
By: Carolyn Brown
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The Darkest Shore
- By: Karen Brooks
- Narrated by: Willow Nash
- Length: 16 hrs and 49 mins
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1703. The wild east coast of Scotland. Returning to her home town of Pittenweem, fishwife and widow Sorcha McIntyre knows she faces both censure and mistrust. After all, this is a country where myth and legend are woven into the fabric of the everyday, a time when those who defy custom like Sorcha are called to account. It is dangerous to be a clever woman who 'doesn't know her place' in Pittenweem - a town rife with superstition. So, when a young local falls victim to witchcraft, the Reverend Cowper and the townsfolk know who to blame.
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Against all Odds
- By Dawn Umstot on 11-21-22
By: Karen Brooks
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The Moon and Back
- By: Ginger Scott
- Narrated by: Sarah McEwan, Teddy Hamilton
- Length: 11 hrs and 58 mins
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Johnny Bishop crashed into my life like a hurricane. Not once, but twice. The first time, we were teenagers. He was the star quarterback destined to save our small town's high school team. I was the music nerd desperate to shine, but always falling short. Until him.
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Just a great love story.
- By Kindle Customer on 11-11-24
By: Ginger Scott
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The Story of Us
- Carnage, Book 1
- By: Lesley Jones
- Narrated by: Nikki Delgado
- Length: 12 hrs and 42 mins
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A story about a boy who dreamed of rock and roll. A story about a girl who dreamed about a boy. An epic, all-consuming love story about betrayal, loss and learning, that spans over 20 years. This is the story of us: "I was just 11 years old, but I knew without a shadow of a doubt I was staring into the eyes of the boy I was going to love forever." An edgy coming-of-age love story that breaks all the rules and transcends the decades.
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Is This What Romance Novels Have Come To??
- By Wendi on 06-12-24
By: Lesley Jones
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In an Instant
- By: Suzanne Redfearn
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 10 hrs and 43 mins
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Life is over in an instant for sixteen-year-old Finn Miller when a devastating car accident tumbles her and ten others over the side of a mountain. Suspended between worlds, she watches helplessly as those she loves struggle to survive. Impossible choices are made, decisions that leave the survivors tormented with grief and regret. Unable to let go, Finn keeps vigil as they struggle to reclaim their shattered lives.
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It feels like my reality
- By Merirae Tackett on 03-07-20
By: Suzanne Redfearn
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The Woman I Was Before
- By: Kerry Fisher
- Narrated by: Emma Spurgin Hussey
- Length: 9 hrs and 33 mins
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What if the perfect life you envy was rotten to the core? Three brand-new friends. Three very different families. Way too many secrets. Gisela, Sally and Kate become close when they move into the same new housing estate. But behind their shiny front doors, each has something to hide. Three lives collide in this gripping story about friendship, motherhood and marriage and the façade of perfection people present to the world.
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- By Theleyliner on 06-12-19
By: Kerry Fisher
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The Ladies' Room
- By: Carolyn Brown
- Narrated by: Donna Postel
- Length: 8 hrs and 8 mins
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Secrets told in the church ladies' room are supposed to stay in the ladies' room. But that doesn't mean that what Trudy overhears there during her great-aunt Gertrude's funeral won't change the rest of her life. Trudy has a daughter in the middle of a major rebellion, a two-timing husband who has been cheating for their entire married life, and a mother with Alzheimer's residing in the local nursing home.
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Loved it!
- By Nancy lee on 12-27-16
By: Carolyn Brown
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The Darkest Shore
- By: Karen Brooks
- Narrated by: Willow Nash
- Length: 16 hrs and 49 mins
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1703. The wild east coast of Scotland. Returning to her home town of Pittenweem, fishwife and widow Sorcha McIntyre knows she faces both censure and mistrust. After all, this is a country where myth and legend are woven into the fabric of the everyday, a time when those who defy custom like Sorcha are called to account. It is dangerous to be a clever woman who 'doesn't know her place' in Pittenweem - a town rife with superstition. So, when a young local falls victim to witchcraft, the Reverend Cowper and the townsfolk know who to blame.
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Against all Odds
- By Dawn Umstot on 11-21-22
By: Karen Brooks
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The Moon and Back
- By: Ginger Scott
- Narrated by: Sarah McEwan, Teddy Hamilton
- Length: 11 hrs and 58 mins
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Johnny Bishop crashed into my life like a hurricane. Not once, but twice. The first time, we were teenagers. He was the star quarterback destined to save our small town's high school team. I was the music nerd desperate to shine, but always falling short. Until him.
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Just a great love story.
- By Kindle Customer on 11-11-24
By: Ginger Scott
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The Story of Us
- Carnage, Book 1
- By: Lesley Jones
- Narrated by: Nikki Delgado
- Length: 12 hrs and 42 mins
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A story about a boy who dreamed of rock and roll. A story about a girl who dreamed about a boy. An epic, all-consuming love story about betrayal, loss and learning, that spans over 20 years. This is the story of us: "I was just 11 years old, but I knew without a shadow of a doubt I was staring into the eyes of the boy I was going to love forever." An edgy coming-of-age love story that breaks all the rules and transcends the decades.
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Is This What Romance Novels Have Come To??
- By Wendi on 06-12-24
By: Lesley Jones
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In an Instant
- By: Suzanne Redfearn
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 10 hrs and 43 mins
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Life is over in an instant for sixteen-year-old Finn Miller when a devastating car accident tumbles her and ten others over the side of a mountain. Suspended between worlds, she watches helplessly as those she loves struggle to survive. Impossible choices are made, decisions that leave the survivors tormented with grief and regret. Unable to let go, Finn keeps vigil as they struggle to reclaim their shattered lives.
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It feels like my reality
- By Merirae Tackett on 03-07-20
By: Suzanne Redfearn
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The Light Through the Leaves
- A Novel
- By: Glendy Vanderah
- Narrated by: Susannah Jones
- Length: 14 hrs and 14 mins
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One unbearable mistake at the edge of the forest. In a moment of crisis, Ellis Abbey leaves her daughter, Viola, unattended - for just a few minutes. But when she returns, Viola is gone. A breaking point in an already fractured marriage, Viola’s abduction causes Ellis to disappear as well - into grief, guilt, and addiction. Convinced she can only do more harm to her family, Ellis leaves her husband and young sons, burying her desperate ache for her children deeper with every step into the mountain wildernesses she treks alone.
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Intriguing story, but...
- By Amazon Customer on 04-09-21
By: Glendy Vanderah
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Hush Little Baby
- By: Suzanne Redfearn
- Narrated by: Nola Zandry
- Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
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Jillian Kane appears to have it all - a successful career, a gorgeous home, a loving husband, and two wonderful children. The reality behind closed doors is something else entirely. For nine years, she has hid the bruises and the truth of her abusive marriage in order to protect Addie and Drew, knowing that if she left, Gordon would destroy her and destroy them. When she flees in an act of desperation, her worst nightmare is realized and she finds herself on the run with her two young children, no money, and no plan.
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A Pleasant Surprise
- By KykyD303 on 12-11-20
By: Suzanne Redfearn
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Under the Java Moon
- By: Heather B. Moore
- Narrated by: Bianca Amato
- Length: 12 hrs and 22 mins
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Java Island, 1941. Six-year-old Rita Vischer cowers in her family’s dug-out bomb shelter, listening to the sirens and waiting for a bomb to fall. Her charmed life on Java—living with other Dutch families—had always been peaceful, but when Holland declares war on Japan and the Japanese army invades Indonesia, Rita’s family is forced to relocate to a POW camp, and Rita must help care for her little brother, Georgie.
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This book is an important must read!
- By Nelli Lakatos on 11-25-23
By: Heather B. Moore
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The Last Train from Paris
- By: Juliet Greenwood
- Narrated by: Sarah Durham
- Length: 12 hrs and 2 mins
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For Iris, each visit to her mother in St Mabon’s Cove, Cornwall has been the same—a serene escape from the city. But today, as she breaths in the salt air on the doorstep of her beloved childhood home, a heavy weight of anticipation settles over her. Iris knows she’s adopted, but any questions about where she came from have always been shut down by her parents, who can’t bear to revisit the past. Now, Iris can’t stop thinking about what she’s read on the official paperwork: BABY GIRL, FRANCE, 1939 – the year war was declared with Nazi Germany.
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A telling of sacrifice and selflessness in a terrible time
- By Karen on 07-13-24
By: Juliet Greenwood
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There's No Such Thing as an Easy Job
- By: Kikuko Tsumura, Polly Barton - translator
- Narrated by: Cindy Kay
- Length: 9 hrs and 41 mins
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A young woman walks into an employment agency and requests a job that has the following traits: It’s close to her home, and it requires no reading, no writing, and, ideally, very little thinking. Her first gig - watching the hidden-camera feed of an author suspected of storing contraband goods - turns out to be inconvenient. Her next gives way to the supernatural: announcing advertisements for shops that mysteriously disappear. As she moves from job to job, it becomes increasingly apparent that she's not searching for the easiest job at all but something altogether more meaningful.
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I LOVED it
- By Rose on 09-29-21
By: Kikuko Tsumura, and others
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Seven Perfect Things
- A Novel
- By: Catherine Ryan Hyde
- Narrated by: Christa Lewis, Ryan Burke, Jess Nahikian
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
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Thirteen-year-old Abby Hubble lives in an unhappy home in the Sierra Nevada foothills where her father makes life miserable for her and her mother, Mary. One day Abby witnesses a man dump a litter of puppies into the nearby river. Diving in to rescue all seven, she knows she won’t be able to bring them home. Afraid for their fate at the pound, she takes them to an abandoned cabin, where all she can offer is a promise that she’ll be back the next day.
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No animals died.
- By Jodie F. on 08-19-21
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The Go-Between
- By: L. P. Hartley
- Narrated by: Sean Barrett
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
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During the long, hot summer of 1900, young Leo Colston is invited to stay for a month at a lordly, aristocratic manor in Norfolk. There he falls in love with his friend's older sister, who commissions him to ferry secret messages to the local farmer, her lover. His naiveté sustains their affair until ultimately leading to an event that will change their lives irrevocably.
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Great walk back in time.
- By Linda Ward on 01-19-17
By: L. P. Hartley
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Beyond the Moonlit Sea
- A Novel
- By: Julianne MacLean
- Narrated by: Amanda Leigh Cobb, Graham Halstead, Reba Buhr
- Length: 9 hrs and 50 mins
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Olivia Hamilton is married to the love of her life, Dean, a charismatic pilot who flies private jets for the rich and famous. But when he vanishes over the Bermuda Triangle, Olivia’s idyllic existence unravels. After years of waiting, Olivia must eventually let go of the fragile hope that her beloved husband might still be alive.
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Fantastic book! Loved it!
- By Tasha Lynn on 07-05-22
By: Julianne MacLean
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I Let Him Go
- By: Denise Fergus
- Narrated by: Siân Polhill-Thomas
- Length: 6 hrs and 36 mins
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A truly inspiring and heartbreaking book from the mother of little James Bulger - whose murder by two young boys shocked the world. On 12th February 1993, Denise's life changed forever. As she was running errands at New Strand Shopping Centre, she let go of her two-year-old son's hand to take out her purse. Denise never saw her son again. In this extraordinary and heart-wrenching audiobook comes the unflinching account of that terrible day from James Bulger's mother, Denise.
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I am with heavy heart after reading this
- By Amazon Customer on 01-30-19
By: Denise Fergus
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For the Love of Friends
- A Novel
- By: Sara Goodman Confino
- Narrated by: Andrea Emmes
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
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Lily Weiss is her mother’s worst nightmare: thirty-two and single - the horror! She’s also a talented writer but hides behind a boring job at a science foundation. To her friends, she’s reliable and selfless, which is how she winds up a bridesmaid in five weddings in six weeks. Anything for her three best friends and two (younger) siblings, right? Even if her own love life is...well, she’d rather not talk about it. To keep her sanity, Lily needs a safe place to vent. And so her anonymous blog, Bridesmania, is born.
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Heartwarming story!
- By Bianka on 08-24-21
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The Secret Child
- By: Kerry Fisher
- Narrated by: Emma Spurgin Hussey
- Length: 10 hrs and 4 mins
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Susie did something that she knows she will always regret: giving her baby son up for adoption, to keep her infidelity secret from her family. Louise, Susie's daughter, feels the effects of that decision echoing down through the years - her mother has always been difficult, too strict with her but not strict enough with her sister, Grace, who is wild and out of control. And Danny, Susie's husband, adores her but has always sensed something wrong at the heart of their marriage.
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I liked it WAY more than I thought I would
- By Mariesa on 07-25-18
By: Kerry Fisher
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Life, Loss, and Puffins
- A Novel
- By: Catherine Ryan Hyde
- Narrated by: Jess Nahikian
- Length: 7 hrs and 26 mins
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Freakishly smart. That’s the unwelcome box Ru Evans is put into for life. After all, she taught herself Euclidean geometry at age seven, has an eidetic memory, and is about to enter college at thirteen years old. Boarding at a house near campus 150 miles from home, Ru meets seventeen-year-old Gabriel, an outsider himself who, like Ru, has trouble making friends—until they form a fast sibling-like bond. Finding a relatable someone in the world to talk to is a first for both of them.
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Took a bit, but I got there
- By An Amazon Customer on 09-29-24
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- Jennifer K. Griffin
- 12-17-23
Unexpected Twists and Turns
A few things took me by surprise and the overall story kept me wanting to know where things were going. At times, I liked and disliked the main character throughout the book. I found myself blurting things out to encourage the Vicky to do what I thought she should do. Which meant I was getting very involved with the story. I couldn’t listen to this one slowly over the course of a couple weeks. I enjoyed it so much I had to finish it quickly to see what would happen next. I’m going to check out this author’s other books now.
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- Jessica Rose
- 08-12-20
My favorite Kerry Fisher book!
This book was amazing and held my attention from the beginning! I love stories about families and how things can be perceived differently by people attending the same event. Misunderstandings that could be solved by communication. Very good book and the narrator is amazing!
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- MerrilyW
- 02-01-20
scarily true to so many people's lives
thought it was slow to pick up at the beginning but I quickly became absorbed. Raw truth from so many perspectives.
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- H. Halldin
- 07-24-21
One More Example of Kerry Fisher’s Multifaceted and Spot On Characterizations
Loved this book as I’m reading through ALL of her books! She captures what I would consider post partum depression with empathy and a keen eye for detail. The combination of that with the capturing of the complex relationships with mothers and daughters kept me riveted. A great combination of laughs, tears, and rooting for the main character who grows through the hurdles in her life.
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-30-21
Absolutely loved ❤♥
I absolutely loved this story and it was read beautifully. Thank you so much can't wait to start the next one
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- Rachel
- 01-16-20
I don't normally writte reviews but this book was to good not to
Fabulously written, kept me entertained and drawn into each character. A few unexpected twists threw me, just like in real life. I held back tears during a massage but sure they would have flowed had I been on my own. I felt sad when the book had ended so next stop is to look up other books by Kerry Fisher. I loved the narrator also. It is so hard to find a Narrator that you actually like but I could listen very happily to Emma Spurgin Hussey.
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- Kelly
- 11-24-19
This author...
She never writes a! Bad book. Wonderful narration wonderful book. As someone who has estranged family, I was touched. I'll have no idea how to reach out so I understood Vicki's dilemma. Recommended!
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- Kindle Customer
- 08-02-21
wonderful
I listen to audio books while I clean, and let me tell you, I've never gotten my kitchen clean so fast. I was so engulfed in the story, I didn't even realize that I was finding ways to continue reading. this is a wonderful story that kept me engaged the entire time.
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- Amazon Customer
- 10-12-22
Got better toward the end
At times, the story seemed to move slowly. In time the characters & their stories made more sense as the reader could see how their lives intertwined & affected each other.
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- bth
- 03-22-23
Great book
I very much enjoyed this story, although sad in some parts. It gave me a very different t view on why some mothers feel they have to leave their children and on how important it is to keep in touch with family. One never knows what a separation from family will mean over time. Don’t put off what you know you should do because it may not be able to be undone.
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